God’s timing is perfect. The unanswerable questions, the unanswered prayer, the unanswered hope can be placed in the Almighty hands of the omniscient One, the One with the everlasting answers.
Have you been praying for something or for someone for a long time? Is there a family member in trouble? God understands when and if we will be ready for an answer or more importantly, when we will be ready to accept Him as Savior.
My brother, Jim,
was 22 years my senior. We had the same parents and there were no siblings
between us. Yes, my mom thought I was a tumor! They wanted more children, but
really, 22 years?! Luckily for me, once the diagnosis became a pregnancy, they
were delighted.
My brother suffered
from a deep depression off and on for most of his life. He could not imagine a loving
God in this dark world of his. He tried to commit suicide several times. Over
the last fifteen years of his life, he suffered from a debilitating
neurological disorder with no given name. It was “Parkinson-like.” It began in
his toes and made its way slowly in upward motion until his body was in a
frozen state, with curled toes and fingers eventually moving to his face and to
affect his swallowing.
And God knew the
time was right. A few years before his death, he connected with the motorcycle-riding
chaplain at the nursing home where he resided. The hymns of old at the Sunday
services made him cry tears that had never been shed. An old friend he had not
seen in decades heard about him and motored down the avenues in her wheelchair
with a Bible in her hand. Amazing coincidence she now lived just a few blocks
from the nursing home.
Coincidence? No, it
was God placing the right people at just the right time around my brother. And
one beautiful fall day, on his wife’s birthday, he met us in his wheelchair, with
his frozen body and his halted speech and said, “I have met Jesus. I am saved.”
This story still brings
me to tears, every time, fifteen years later. We often feel responsible for
saving our families, don’t we? We wonder what we can say. We say too little or
preach too much until they move away. We forget that God knows. He places the
pieces around us in miraculous ways at the perfect time when the eyes of our
hearts are finally opened.
My brother had
complete joy and peace and humor for those last years of his life. Amazingly,
they were some of the best of his life as he got ready for heaven. His
testimony spoke to others about the transforming love of Christ. He gave my
brother, and He offers all of us, the peace that passes all understanding.
Do you need to
trust His timing in your life? Trust Him with the answers. Trust Him with the
questions. The miracle may be just around the corner.
Then my
soul will rejoice in the Lord and delight in His salvation. Psalm 35:9
Restore
to me the joy of Your salvation and grant me a willing spirit to sustain
me. Psalm 51:12
Dear Lord,
I thank you again for what you did in my brother’s life.
Amazing grace. Amazing love. Amazing God.
In Jesus name,
Amen