Have you felt the
presence of God in a real way, known that a prayer has been answered, smiled
and said, “That was You, Jesus?”
When I was 28 years
old, I was driving down 28th Avenue in South Minneapolis on a
bright, sunny day, driving my pale-yellow, stodgy 4-door Dodge K-car, feeling
very sorry for myself. My dream in life, from the time I was a small girl,
playing with my baby dolls, was to be a wife and a mom.
At the time,38
years ago, I was dating someone I knew did not want to be married or to have
kids. Many of my friends were married with children and I was filled with
doubts about life and what direction mine was going. Out of the blue feeling
washed over me. I felt it from the top of my head to the tips of my toes. I
know now it was the Holy Spirit, but at the time, I was not in a deep relationship
with Jesus. God begins His work in us long before we open our hearts to Him
completely.
The assurance was
real. I knew that I knew that I knew I would be married and have a little girl
named Angela one day. (My favorite name way back to those baby dolls) A smile
of pure joy broke out on my face, driving alone in my car. But I wasn’t alone.
I never doubted
that deep truth, even though I would go through many trials in the next few
years. I married my love at the age of 31 and had my first child at 33. Yep,
you guessed it. A daughter, named Angela. My husband did have a say in our
second beautiful daughter’s name, Lauren, a couple of years later.
I love to hear stories
of prayers answered, of knowing God is real and involved. The Holy Spirit is
alive and well and I (and you) have many stories to share. My faith has not
wavered. The assurance of faith is real. I want to share a verse that hangs
over my kitchen sink on a sun catcher. It is a good one to memorize. Faith and
hope are real. God is there.
Now faith
is confidence in what we hope for, and assurance for what we do not see.
Hebrews 11;1
Father,
We know You are there. We are assured of our faith in Jesus,
by the work of the Holy Spirit. Fill us with the assurance of Your good work in
us.
In Jesus name,
Amen
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